It had been a while that I've posted here. Almost a year, coming to the end of Year 2012. Everything changes and life is getting busy each day. Especially now in the working life, it is totally different. In the past, we are thinking of growing up and get out of school. But now, I regretted. I rather be in the past, without any worries and having those hardcore trainings together with my dragonboat teammates.

Finding hard to commit in blogging everyday or even once a week. End up I'm blogging once every few months. Pathetic. At least I hope I could keep this alive as long as I could.

:)

It's a brand new year. It's a tough question for myself of how to welcome this year 2012 as well as my resolution. If there are so much to do in this year, I would set those which is my priority to be the year resolution. There are good times and bad times in year 2011, some are really screwed up ones, i hope i could do something about it this year. People come and go, appreciate those that came and glad that those left who were once appear in my life. For 365 days, I believe that I see, experienced and learnt lots of things. With all these, it would help me in creating a better year for myself.

I apreciate, I do learn, and now I hope to be a better one.

How should I welcome year 2012?

i still do cry at night.

All these i do remember. It stays with me.

I'm really sorry, i know i hurt you badly.

This sucks, i swear. I'm completely not myself, being selfish and I'm telling myself each time just walk through it. Blame it on me, hate me or anything else. Because i know things will be well after sometime. I seriously need a getaway, away from here and just keep my mind free. I felt like as if I'm another person. fml

goodbye my lover.

the end.

I NEED THE SUN BADLY. GONNA GET MY LAZY ASS OUT.

I guess I'm doing fine inside and getting used to the life already. I'm gonna train hard for my ippt as well as other aspects. Every weekend, i wish i could have more time because I've have many things to do. I wish i could juggle things well enough. I got to learn.

Almost one month :)