Monday, December 13, 2010

Whenever it comes to december, everything is so messy. Whatever happened this whole year, it has to be cleared before year 2011. Should i even reveal what's my resolution or should i just keep it with me? This year christmas, i'm gonna cherish it and spend it well.
(whoareyoureferingto,me?)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

With no regrets, I've ended my dragonboat career in RP. All the hardwork, sweat and tears are worth it. Good stuffs such as having fun in trainings, drunkards in chalet and stupid jokes cracked by our guys. It's time for all the year 3s to look ahead and move forward to a greater height and bigger challenge. I know we all can do it, simply because we are trained and prepared for it.
This coming 22nd of Dec, we shall have an enjoyable night spend in chalet. This might be the last one, so lets cherish it. Our friendship will last, as well as RPDB will always be our big family in our heart. 

The Women Team




 Year 3s













 Year 2s
 Year 1s

 Here comes the MUD BATH!



[We are getting better, this is what we know clearly in our heart:)]

Friday, November 19, 2010

This weekend will be sava race, talked to few people and i just need to accept the fact. I hope my contribution for these years are recognised and appreciated. Not letting it go to waste, i will continue to stand by my team. With what i've went through these years, what i've experienced, i hope it would bring them to another step.
Graduation day is nearing, people that i've met here have make my life full of colors and that is why these three years are so fun.

To my team,
I'm simply proud of you.




Monday, November 15, 2010

A brand new week again, but i'm happy enough as there is one day free for this week. Attachment is ending soon, kinda fast though and i guess i will miss this place.

Everyday, i'm thinking when can i eat the food from vegetarian stall in RP, haven been eating for months! And i'm craving for that badly, cheap and delicious.

I hope everything is good now and i think i'm reaching there in balancing my life.

Enjoy this week everyone!

Friday, November 12, 2010

I'm so glad that this week passed so fast and I'm purely just looking forward to the end of the week.
I've promise...
to run Slow with you,

to be happy no matter we are poor or rich,
to make your day on the 12 November onwards,
to give morning call 15 minutes earlier.

Be as Happy as Them

Monday, October 18, 2010

Up till now, one month of attachment really makes me feel so apart from school. Shouldn't I feel happy without school? But why do i miss schooling, especially the food and people there. Time really passes fast, is gonna be three years of poly life. I shall think of what to do after my poly life now.

Take care everyone:)

Friday, October 8, 2010

No matter how far the distance is, i still feel close to you.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

i can't help it. being selfish is only the way that can protect you.

i'm sorry.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Allow me to hear all troubles, i just wish i could go into your heart and untie any knots found there. 
I don't wanna be blinded by anything that i could not do anything about the knots.

I'm here, always do.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

i don't have a choice for this, but i do have for that.
i don't feel good at all, but at least i know there's someone will be right here with me.
that's you.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

It was a tiring day, woke up early and head down to Christalite Methodist Home for community service. Spent almost half of our day there helping out. Pushed the wheelchair bound elderly to RP, wash 3 vans, wash the canteen, wipe the tables and chairs. Lastly, sing songs, alot of old old song though. Sometimes when you look at them, you will find them cute unknowingly, just by their actions or even they don't do anything and just sit there. They don't choose to be there, but is fated that someone will find them and give them a home to stay. They might not be in good condition, but at least they have 'family members' there with them. Once awhile, they just need us, to spend a little time with them and end with a big smile or thank you in return.

They don't talk much, they don't bring up any of their past. There's just one thing that we can learn from them, they cherish what is now, they live their life to the fullest and they can be pleased easily despite others.

With love.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

For all the time in my life, i hardly go to the airport.
I guess today is a day where something just lead me there unknowingly.
The best place that i will go, not the barrage, neither the esplanade, but the airport.
When do i really have the chance to leave singapore for a while.
Spend some quiet moments, watching the planes take off. It seems like the plane has just taken off something from you. It can be anything in your life, can be your worries, your troubles or even your loved ones.
Just sit there as long as you want to, and it will take away as much down feelings as you want to.

Be sure that when you stand up and leave, never turn back. Just cherish whatever which is dear to you right now and be happy.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

whatever i do, i'm doing it sincerely.
i don't break it just like that, i choose to save this with any ways i can.

*secret password*

Monday, August 30, 2010

i care, do you?

i care, do you?

Monday, August 16, 2010

Busy holidays !
Got to study for UT3, go for my first aid course, training and work.
Soon, i'm going for my attachment on the 20th of september.
I'm happy when i know i do not need to return to school, to be in classroom till i graduate.
But somehow, you will miss the great moments with your classmates.
Miss the school food, cos it's cheap! HAHA.
Three years in RP pass so fast...



Friday, July 30, 2010

i miss the soft conversation
i miss the whisper
i miss the smell
i miss the feeling
i miss the words

i miss everything right now becos it's always close to my heart.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Even everything seems like crashing on you,
you felt it,
but you have no idea how to explain it to someone else.

It's just in you, like as if there's battle inside you.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You
It Aint Right i read your Messages Twice thrice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain
And Maybe Its True Im caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance That you're
Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said
I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On *Facebook* All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile
just cant help wondering why
you play it cool cz,
im hopelessly falling for you
*every night on my phone i
hook up with you
and i dont even like it girl
all chokin' in side
why dont you and i
come out and see what we're trying to hide *
And Maybe Its True Oh Im caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Words We Both Hadnt Said
*like i realy want you
i think i need you
baby i miss you
im thinking of you

nobody knows...

Could i be the hero and save the sleeping beauty from her sleep?

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Completed FYP report, FYP poster and now left with FYP presentation on 24th of july. How great am i to be the second person for presentation, see how well i stutter..
It pains me to say i'm fine.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Hard
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close
The devil in you I suppose
'cuz the wounds never heal

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
the toughest part of the day

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
It's more than just a word

You just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway.
It wouldn't change how you feel




0% mood.
Just a second of you passing by my sight is what i hope.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Finally the stressful week is gone, i guess i relax my mind for a moment.
Next phase is coming up soon, need to be well prepared.

I guess is a different feeling when you are last year in RPDB, so strong that nothing could break us apart.
In this big family, all the brothers and sisters, helping and care for each other.
The strong team spirit can be seen in us.
Just one word, Thanks .

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Even the world is crashing on me, it's not a good reason to give up. 
Next week, everything will be fine and good.
Stressful week, tired week. Let's do it well this week and happy moments will be here next week.



(iwanttoseeyousmileagain,iveneglectedtheimportantpoints,butiwillnotneglectitagain)


Monday, June 28, 2010

i believe, i trust, i treasure.

Why do humans feel heavy-hearted sometimes?
Feeling those soreness in your heart, sour feeling?
Amazing, isn't it? It just a feeling, that represent heartbreaks.
Heart don't just keep pumping blood that keep us going, it's true that it will be emotional at times. But sadly, no one can take a closer look inside.


11:11, has any wish come true?

Thursday, June 17, 2010

take care everyone :)
will be leaving singapore for 5 days, having race in malaysia :)
will update soon !!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

i guess not...


i hope you won't misunderstand me . Have a great surprise and please do show off your smile to your friends :)

Monday, June 14, 2010

tomorrow...
it will be a lovely one :)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I agree that it's the thoughts that count.
But have you ever encounter, when you have the thought, someone act before you do.
Don't want to make it like I'm the one who have no creativity and go with someone's idea.
Because ultimately, this is what I've plan long ago, but now some stranger just took it away completely.
In the end, appreciation seem so confuse to me. I wouldn't know it is merely making my day or the real feeling. 
I decided to drop the idea, cos i always want to be special to you..


Saturday, June 5, 2010

stay...

Friday, May 28, 2010

These days are just like a tough battle...
Peace soon ?

Saturday, May 22, 2010

when will the dark clouds really over ?
I'm waiting for the sun to shine.
I guess it's coming soon... cos everything is fine now.

Today i saw rainbow:) Good sign though, did you manage to see it?
Happy days ahead!


Addiction

Friday, May 14, 2010

Is this a good suggestion? 
I don't think so :/
It's getting late, are we going to be lag behind? or should we drop the suggestion and get closer to each other?
These words are killer, i become sensitive when these words are appearing infront of me.
My heart sank, my tears roll down slowly. i thought i've hold on tight, but somehow i feel that is losing grip.


nomorelettinggo.

hello blog, two days ago, my mind was blank, not even a question.
I felt lost, confuse, depress, heartbreak at the moment. At that point of time, there were so many question marks on my head, but when the call was make, my mind is completely blank.

Sitting in front, looking at someone for a long period of time, at that point of time, i felt that i can't look at you like this anymore.

this is the fear i started in you, i'm gonna stop this fear gradually in you. we will be back again. everything will be on track once more. <3



Tuesday, May 11, 2010

tomorrow will be a brand new day for you and certainly you will have big smile on your face :)

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

i don't want to lose grip in something that is very important to me.
never want to...


herewithme?

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I hope that everything is alright, because i feel that we are doing well :)
Great things coming along.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Woots ! Haven been updating this blog during this few months of holiday.
I guess i'm too busy or too tired. However, i will try to update this blog and my tumblr regularly.
To summarize this holiday, i guess i prefer going to school more. HAHA. (because can sleep longer)
Start of school, being informed that submission of FYP is on JULY! Gosh. not even halfway there. I have a HUGE question mark for my fyp, raised white flag *
I guess everyone is doing well, including myself. Looking forward in this semester, i need to improve my GPA seriously :>



Today is my first day of school and also the last day of the week, woohoo, how great can it be ? Really time pass fast. First lesson was so confusing, Biomechanics in human movement.  Got to read up more, no choice. But i guess i can endure through this semester well, cos it's just 3 day week.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I've improved for my GPA, but still below 2.5.
Went for Internship interview yesterday, chosen my choice of job. But all damn far from my house.
MR500 coming soon, just paddle hard and think nothing else.
To my both fellow buddies, enjoy your trip to korea :)

iwillhandleitproperlyfromnowon.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

FYP FYP, omg.
Got to really get going, can't slack anymore.
Race coming, trying hard to plan my time.
Seriously... headache.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Bad Day

This period is stressing me out.
Just service my E72, the person told me that they have updated my software. But it became more LAG! WTH.
All the contacts cock up and i got to edit one by one. It's killing me.
I think i really need to cool down awhile, these days kinda moody.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Mistake!

First time i hit a pole, it just flew out right infront of my eyes. So embarrassing and totally throw face. I did laugh at myself secretly. 

I hope from this point of time onwards, everything will be great for us. Doing great now, i believe and i trust.
Happy twelveth :)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

there's nothing that i'm hiding...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Feeling distracted today, my mind was somewhere else.
Tell me that what i heard from you today was true, because i trust you.