Sometimes human are very complicated at times. I don't know why I couldn't be that excited and happy that I'm actually gonna start serious work in my life. Looking at the letter, knowing that I need to report to police academy next wednesday, I don't see myself looking forward to it. Like too sudden for me and I'm not mentally prepared yet. But this is my choice, I got to get through it and excel in it. Besides my job, there are other things that I can't stop worry about. I will balance it well, this i promise.
Will still continue to paddle and keep fit !

imy,ily <3