It had been a while that I've posted here. Almost a year, coming to the end of Year 2012. Everything changes and life is getting busy each day. Especially now in the working life, it is totally different. In the past, we are thinking of growing up and get out of school. But now, I regretted. I rather be in the past, without any worries and having those hardcore trainings together with my dragonboat teammates.

Finding hard to commit in blogging everyday or even once a week. End up I'm blogging once every few months. Pathetic. At least I hope I could keep this alive as long as I could.

:)

It's a brand new year. It's a tough question for myself of how to welcome this year 2012 as well as my resolution. If there are so much to do in this year, I would set those which is my priority to be the year resolution. There are good times and bad times in year 2011, some are really screwed up ones, i hope i could do something about it this year. People come and go, appreciate those that came and glad that those left who were once appear in my life. For 365 days, I believe that I see, experienced and learnt lots of things. With all these, it would help me in creating a better year for myself.

I apreciate, I do learn, and now I hope to be a better one.

How should I welcome year 2012?

i still do cry at night.

All these i do remember. It stays with me.

I'm really sorry, i know i hurt you badly.

This sucks, i swear. I'm completely not myself, being selfish and I'm telling myself each time just walk through it. Blame it on me, hate me or anything else. Because i know things will be well after sometime. I seriously need a getaway, away from here and just keep my mind free. I felt like as if I'm another person. fml

goodbye my lover.

the end.

I NEED THE SUN BADLY. GONNA GET MY LAZY ASS OUT.

I guess I'm doing fine inside and getting used to the life already. I'm gonna train hard for my ippt as well as other aspects. Every weekend, i wish i could have more time because I've have many things to do. I wish i could juggle things well enough. I got to learn.

Almost one month :)

Sometimes human are very complicated at times. I don't know why I couldn't be that excited and happy that I'm actually gonna start serious work in my life. Looking at the letter, knowing that I need to report to police academy next wednesday, I don't see myself looking forward to it. Like too sudden for me and I'm not mentally prepared yet. But this is my choice, I got to get through it and excel in it. Besides my job, there are other things that I can't stop worry about. I will balance it well, this i promise.
Will still continue to paddle and keep fit !

imy,ily <3

I think I've rest enough. It's time to get my butt up and do something. Tempted to go back on dragonboat once again. But I'm confused of where to go. Should I go here or there. In anyway, i need to get back before i get too lazy!

This blog had been neglected for alot of months since last update.

All these months, there are so much of things happening, be it personal or work life, making decisions here and there. Especially when you are graduating from poly, need good plannings for future. Finally, move to a new house, having one more room and it means that i have my own room ! Still have quite a lot of stuff to unpack and things are just everywhere now. I'm just too lazy to pack.

This coming friday I'm celebrating my advance 21st Birthday, I can say i hardly hold birthday party, this should be my second time in my whole life? Hope it would turn out great, everyone can enjoy themselves happily.

Rest well everyone!

suddenly, i felt like as if im dying soon. In anytime.
feeling so sick these days, finally got better. whatever i've lost, this time round i'm gonna make it up.
but now, i felt that all hopes are gone. am i too late for it? or just sensitive?

A brand new year 2011, everything that is bad, good, or neutral, i will leave it in year 2010.
Going to start it well again, whatever effort or hardwork is all in year 2010. For now, everything start from zero.
These days, dont know whats going on my mind, but it seems like i only know few things that are very important in my life. Maybe when you get older, you will know what or who is important in your life all these while.

From zero to hero.

Not gonna be less important, not gonna lose the place in your heart.

Whenever it comes to december, everything is so messy. Whatever happened this whole year, it has to be cleared before year 2011. Should i even reveal what's my resolution or should i just keep it with me? This year christmas, i'm gonna cherish it and spend it well.
(whoareyoureferingto,me?)

With no regrets, I've ended my dragonboat career in RP. All the hardwork, sweat and tears are worth it. Good stuffs such as having fun in trainings, drunkards in chalet and stupid jokes cracked by our guys. It's time for all the year 3s to look ahead and move forward to a greater height and bigger challenge. I know we all can do it, simply because we are trained and prepared for it.
This coming 22nd of Dec, we shall have an enjoyable night spend in chalet. This might be the last one, so lets cherish it. Our friendship will last, as well as RPDB will always be our big family in our heart. 

The Women Team

 Year 3s

 Year 2s

 Year 1s

 Here comes the MUD BATH!

[We are getting better, this is what we know clearly in our heart:)]

This weekend will be sava race, talked to few people and i just need to accept the fact. I hope my contribution for these years are recognised and appreciated. Not letting it go to waste, i will continue to stand by my team. With what i've went through these years, what i've experienced, i hope it would bring them to another step.
Graduation day is nearing, people that i've met here have make my life full of colors and that is why these three years are so fun.

To my team,
I'm simply proud of you.

A brand new week again, but i'm happy enough as there is one day free for this week. Attachment is ending soon, kinda fast though and i guess i will miss this place.

Everyday, i'm thinking when can i eat the food from vegetarian stall in RP, haven been eating for months! And i'm craving for that badly, cheap and delicious.

I hope everything is good now and i think i'm reaching there in balancing my life.

Enjoy this week everyone!

I'm so glad that this week passed so fast and I'm purely just looking forward to the end of the week.
I've promise...
to run Slow with you,
to be happy no matter we are poor or rich,
to make your day on the 12 November onwards,

to give morning call 15 minutes earlier.

Be as Happy as Them