How should I welcome year 2012?

i still do cry at night.

All these i do remember. It stays with me.

I'm really sorry, i know i hurt you badly.

This sucks, i swear. I'm completely not myself, being selfish and I'm telling myself each time just walk through it. Blame it on me, hate me or anything else. Because i know things will be well after sometime. I seriously need a getaway, away from here and just keep my mind free. I felt like as if I'm another person. fml

goodbye my lover.

the end.

I NEED THE SUN BADLY. GONNA GET MY LAZY ASS OUT.

I guess I'm doing fine inside and getting used to the life already. I'm gonna train hard for my ippt as well as other aspects. Every weekend, i wish i could have more time because I've have many things to do. I wish i could juggle things well enough. I got to learn.

Almost one month :)

Sometimes human are very complicated at times. I don't know why I couldn't be that excited and happy that I'm actually gonna start serious work in my life. Looking at the letter, knowing that I need to report to police academy next wednesday, I don't see myself looking forward to it. Like too sudden for me and I'm not mentally prepared yet. But this is my choice, I got to get through it and excel in it. Besides my job, there are other things that I can't stop worry about. I will balance it well, this i promise.
Will still continue to paddle and keep fit !

imy,ily <3

I think I've rest enough. It's time to get my butt up and do something. Tempted to go back on dragonboat once again. But I'm confused of where to go. Should I go here or there. In anyway, i need to get back before i get too lazy!

This blog had been neglected for alot of months since last update.

All these months, there are so much of things happening, be it personal or work life, making decisions here and there. Especially when you are graduating from poly, need good plannings for future. Finally, move to a new house, having one more room and it means that i have my own room ! Still have quite a lot of stuff to unpack and things are just everywhere now. I'm just too lazy to pack.

This coming friday I'm celebrating my advance 21st Birthday, I can say i hardly hold birthday party, this should be my second time in my whole life? Hope it would turn out great, everyone can enjoy themselves happily.

Rest well everyone!

suddenly, i felt like as if im dying soon. In anytime.
feeling so sick these days, finally got better. whatever i've lost, this time round i'm gonna make it up.
but now, i felt that all hopes are gone. am i too late for it? or just sensitive?

A brand new year 2011, everything that is bad, good, or neutral, i will leave it in year 2010.
Going to start it well again, whatever effort or hardwork is all in year 2010. For now, everything start from zero.
These days, dont know whats going on my mind, but it seems like i only know few things that are very important in my life. Maybe when you get older, you will know what or who is important in your life all these while.

From zero to hero.

Not gonna be less important, not gonna lose the place in your heart.